小魚兒的文字天地

I know you probably stalk me on every social media platform that I have everyday. Or maybe almost.
And I wish you would stop it.

I sincerely, seriously, really wish that you would stop.

I wish you would return your debts to me right now; you have no idea how much I am struggling currently because of it. Because of you. But then again, I do not want to confront you ever again, so maybe the money doesn't matter to me as much as before.

I wish you would forget and void all kinds of connections with regards to me right now; I finally realised how scary it is for you to know almost all the details on my IC and how you can potentially use it against me. Or for your "benefit", if I rephrase.

I wish you would forget all of my particulars. Every single one of them. Especially my address, my number and my birthday; it is too fucking scary for you to know all of it. And probably even more if you dig into your memory.

I wish you would stop sending me random parcels; it is not funny at all because every time I receive one, my imagination on what the contents would be would always scare the wits out of me. So just to let you know I trash it into the big bin every single time I receive it.

I wish I do not have to come home sometimes; I am so fucking scared that you would be hiding somewhere nearby to confront me and every vague figure that I see around the corner that resembles you always cause me to have a mini heart attack.

I wish you know I am suffering from your stalking. Because of you, I have been living in fear and I do not know if the boundaries of my comfort zone exists anymore.

And I wish you would understand what is the meaning of "stop"; you just ruin someone's life because of your own selfishness. Because you always thought yourself to be doing and thinking the right thing. Because you do now know what is "stop" and do not know how to differentiate between a "stop" and a "break".

And finally, I really wish you would disappear for good, from my memory and from my life.
Live your own life and do not, PLEASE, do not bother me anymore.