I can't believe that I'm using English to type my blog entry. Something has really gone to my head...RESCUE ME!!
For the past few days, I've been experiencing headache and feeling restless for no particular reason. What's worst is that I'm even thinking of giving up my dream! I have to admit that I've really gone crazy. However, I just can't to find the reason why I'm feeling or behaving like this!
I'm still at the start of 2008 and I feel like giving up everything... Before this year start, I had a little discouragement from her, and thus from that day onwards, every speech she made is like taking my soul away from my body. Until now, she still refuses to let me go - continues to disturb and distract me.
I always have my dream in mind in the things I do, during lessons, during CCA, at home etc. However, this is starting to change. Because of her. I really hated her for following me and pestering me like a ghost. I really want to get out of this circle of life that she follows so closely, because she almost shattered my dreams.
A simple message could destroy my dream. Now, I know how fragile my dream is. I really have to THANK you… for letting me know this unnecessary thing. You make me discouraged…
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