小魚兒的文字天地

鄭允浩。

真佩服你。

Have you ever wondered how it feels like to drown, and when you stretch up your arm to grab onto anything tangible, there's nothing for you to hold on to?

Well, at least this is how I feel now.

For the emotions that I am unable express in writing, I've kept it in my heart and let it out in my tears today.

There were so many things that I wanted to write and tell you but when I saw the paper, my mind turned blank and I could only note down whatever bits and pieces that was left floating in my head. Things like – university and hall life would be much more fun and enjoyable with you around, regretting that I didn't meet up with you more often after we went off in different ways since secondary three, and not being able to be a good and caring friend whom you can go to when you had your problems. I have envisioned the letter to be several pages long but I know I stop short.

宅女當慣了 還真是不好啊～ 一上完課就想回宿舍休息做自己的事。
難得現在住宿舍有自己的空間嘛。沒人吵鬧 沒人煩⋯ 我是很喜歡啦 哈哈哈。
得參加多點課外活動忙死自己吧？嗯⋯⋯ 不然又會懶死在宿舍里。

要開學了要開學了要開學了！！越來越緊張啊～
但更糟的是 － 我甚麼都還沒準備！哇哈哈 死定了。
尤其是宿舍的東西，本來是想今天搬進的，但結果因為我拖拖拉拉 甚麼都沒收拾，所以就沒搬了。唉～
昨天還很恨地拋下一切去追偶像呢～

迎新營⋯⋯ 說真的，我有點擔心啊～

因為理工學院時期沒過的怎麼好，友情啊背叛啊被拋棄啊通通來一點。現在啊，反而在自己周圍圍上一道牆了。要不是我的同事們那麼支持我，為我快開學這件事感到如此興奮，說大學時期要好好的玩一會兒，我應該還是躲回自己的小洞了。
甚麼迎新營，我也都不想參加了。

Well, I meant to post this sooner but I always had the excuse to procrastinate :P

Day 0 – May 17, 2013 (Friday)

呵呵 好期待。^____^

It's been long since I've last written something heh? Nearly seven months now. Somehow I can feel my skill in languages have deteriorated – I can hardly spell now!

If you are wondering, no, this is not an update on my life. I just thought how nice it would be if I can read my last post today, yet upon reading it brings about bad memories /laughs/.

I guess I need to re-think and re-allocated the amount of time I spend with certain people.


During this week, so much time spend on work and none was spent on myself. So hence I'm dedicated this little bit of time to reflect about the happenings this week.